SWREN414R Chapter Notes - Chapter 7: Orgasm
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Th: it is not what you want. You stay quiet and move away rather than face amy"s anger. but you still find the courage to ask her for lovemaking. That is the only time i try to get close, so she probably does think it"s all about sex. Last time we talked about me being afraid all the time, waiting for amy to criticize me and tell me my flaws. But you know, i have been thinking about it and it"s not fear, it"s worse than that. Don"t know what to call it: th: it"s worse than fear, waiting for that message that you don"t measure up. John: it"s hot in here. (then he laughs. ) I get that she looks at me and just sees a blank wall. So i just shut down: th: yes, can you tell her, i am terrified. I can"t find a way to come close, to please you.