THTR 1020 Chapter : Kane 448 Psychosis
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4. 48 psychosis was first performed at the royal court jerwood theatre upstairs, But you have friends. (a very long silence. ) (a long silence. ) I had a night in which everything was revealed to me. An instant of clarity before eternal night don"t let me forget. I feel that the future is hopeless and that things cannot improve. I am a complete failure as a person. I used to be able to cry but now i am beyond tears. I cannot overcome my loneliness, my fear, my disgust. My brother is dying, my lover is dying, i am killing them both. I shall hang myself to the sound of my lover"s breathing. I have become so depressed by the fact of my mortality that i have decided to commit suicide. I am jealous of my sleeping lover and cover his induced unconsciousness. When he wakes he will envy my sleepless night of thought and speech unslurred by medication.
